Home again--by Cathy

This is my first official week back in the US and I’m still adjusting to being at home. For those of you who don’t know, I’m in Professor Fisher-Bornes’ research class and our class teamed up with a nonprofit called “Stop Hunger Now” (SHN) to conduct some research for them as our capstone project. The trip to the Dominican Republic (DR) was a lot to take in emotionally for me. I held back my tears everyday I was there with a smile. The need was so great that it was overwhelming to comprehend at first. From the moment we stepped off the plane, I knew my life would never be the same. During our stay in the DR, I saw the true meaning of selflessness in all of the people we met during our visit. Everyone had different reason for why they came to the DR, but a common thread of wanting to help the people was the same. On our last field visit, I was chosen to be the lead interviewer. The organization was “A Mother’s Wish Foundation” and its founder was Jim Pickard. A Mother’s Wish was a small clinic and preschool. I use the past tense “was” because most of their programs have ended because they don’t have the money to keep them going. Even though they are short of funding, Jim refuses to give up on his dream of helping “his people” as he fondly calls them. A Mother’s Wish still conducts lactation classes once a month for new mothers, has a small tutoring center for children, and distributes SHN meals to the community. The founder Jim Pickard is a tall strong man, who reminded me of the movie star Sam Elliott. He and his wife Rita made the decision in 2003 to change their lives and move to the Dominican Republic to make a difference. He has such a heart for the people that live in the community that he considers himself one of them even though he was born in America. We arrived a little late for the interview, but they were ready for us. Jim and Rita had gathered women from the community to talk to us about the SHN meals for our research. Jim and his wife were very welcoming and eager to tell us about the work they were doing in the rural mountains of the DR. While his wife gave the rest of the group a tour of the facility, Jim sat down with Christina Hooker, Kyle (team leader from SHN), and myself, for our leadership interview. He had a PowerPoint presentation prepared and knew every detail of what he and his organization had done since they opened. This made me curious. How could a man who had seemingly done everything right, run out of funding? So I asked. He said he had one rich benefactor who no longer had the means to keep them going. I went on to ask a few more questions that were on my list, and then I asked one more question. “What would your program do if you didn’t have the SHN meals”? I was taking notes at the time, but when I looked up he was staring at me with tears in his eyes. Then he said, “Lady don’t even joke about that. These meals are the life’s blood to my people. The couldn’t make it without them.” I instantly felt as if I wanted to cry, but I held back the tears and calmly told him that SHN knew the great work he was doing here and would never take away his meals. I asked a few more questions from the interview list, and the interview ended. I heard our host call out that it was time to go, but I had to ask one more question for myself. So, I pulled Jim aside and asked him what he was going to do without funding. His answer was that “he was going to wait on the Lord.” Jim said, “I’m not going anywhere. I’m going to die here doing the work that I love and helping my people.” That night I couldn’t stop thinking about Jim. His last statement haunted me, the fact that “he was going to wait on the Lord.” Then I thought to myself that God uses people to help people, and I decided I was going to be that person to help Jim. He and his wife had changed a rural village community by his compassion. Because Jim and his wife started “A Mother’s Wish Foundation,” the community he now calls his own had reduced the rate of infant mortality to nearly zero. He and his wife were making a real difference and had the numbers to prove it. So, in the middle of the night, I took pen to paper and made out a plan to raise money for Jim and A Mother’s Wish. If your check out my Facebook page it reports that I’m a romantic, but I also believe in the goodness of people. I know it’s not the way of the world, but in the world that I live in “no man who does good for others is left unrewarded.”

Becoming a fellowship--by Hayden

As I sit on our flight from Puerto Plata to Newark, NJ, I am left feeling like we’ve each changed for the better. This amazing group of people—SHN, CitiHope, and NCSU MSW Students—coming from different perspectives and experiences, came together with the common goal of understanding the challenges of poverty and hunger, while seeking community specific solutions to these challenging human conditions. We laughed, ate great food, cried, and became a fellowship along the way. This was one of those once in a lifetime moments that can never be duplicated even if we all happen to be together again in the Dominican Republic. It was uncomfortable yet magical.

 

Everyone has shared so much of themselves and their talents in order to achieve the objectives and goals of this experience. We not only worked hard during the field site visits but we also offered comfort to those in our party that were sick or just feeling uncomfortable—a position we can all claim to have at one point of our seven-day journey. We played hot potato with a stomach virus that sent us on frequent trips to the bathroom, used a thermometer to check our fevers, and actually rejoiced at having refreshing coldwater showers. In a strange way, the stomach bug brought us even closer together.

 

Because of this excursion, we are more prepared to present to Stop Hunger Now’s Board of Directors at the end of March. I am confident that we will provide four cohesive reports that will display what we have learned. Our goal was to gather information and stories from SHN’s lead and on-the-ground partners. I believe we have done just that. Coming to the DR has provided both a better context for understanding hunger in both Haiti and the DR and examples of successful partnership and the transformational impact of SHN’s meals. Furthermore, I have high hopes that the work we have done for this project will make an impact on the lives of the children and families of the Dominican Republic, as well as other SHN partners.

 

On this final day, I speak for many of us when I say we leave with heartfelt gratitude for this experience of fellowship and Dominican culture. We said farewell to the three course dinners that lasted three hours long and the moving reflection time used to affirm each other’s strengths and process the emotional aspects of our trip. We leave with the stories of triumph of the men, women, and children we met this week. We ended our time in the Dominican Republic by saying “¡Hasta Luego! (Until Next Time)” to our new Dominican friends, Tim and his wonderful family, and our favorite Dominican bus driver, Joel. I only hope that we were as good to the Dominican Republic as it was to us.

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Hayden Dawes

Master of Social Work Student  2014  

North Carolina State University 

President of the Graduate Student Social Work Association

Social Work Intern at the Durham VA Medical Center

hcdawes@ncsu.edu

336-772-2350

“I've learned that people will forget what you said, 

people will forget what you did, 

but people will never forget how you made them feel.” 

― Maya Angelou

Last day--by Nina

It hasn’t been a terribly easy trip with frequent illness but it’s been a remarkable one. I learned so much about SHN’s work, our partners’ work, the Dominican Republic, myself and even social work. Traveling with the team from the Department of Social Work has enabled SHN’s work, monitoring and learning to be taken to a new level for me. It’s not often that I get the opportunity to really dig into the big questions at the heart of international aid and development with such an intelligent and understanding group of people. I really wish that all of our staff could have this experience. Traveling with a large group proved to be an excellent way to gather very meaningful information at our site visits, to a depth not possible in our usual monitoring and evaluation visits due to time and personnel limitations. In particular, the team was able to commune with local families at some sites, learning about them and their way of life. Though it was logistically more challenging, the benefits far outweighed the additional planning required.

As the trip comes to a close, I realize how privileged and honored I am to do what I do, to work with the team from the Department of Social Work and SHN’s overseas partners, and to be able to address one of the most important issues in our world. It’s hard work - things are never neat, there are no easy answers, just long days and seemingly endless questions – but there is no substitute for this work: working to change our world and share our resources and talents with our brothers and sisters around the world.

Stretching--by Suzanne

As a first time international travler and having my first abroad trip being a destination such as the Dominican Republic has been a difficult and powerful experience. While we are here to do monitoring and evaluation for Stop Hunger Now there is much more that has transpired within all of us who are here. Besides the trash that is literally every where and the rundown buildings there are people here who have hope in their eyes and warmth in their hearts. Children reach for our hands to hold and adults smile shyly as we explain through a translator that we are here because we want to hear their stories. We want to know how the Stop Hunger Now meals are transforming their lives, what the would change about the meals if they could, and ask open-ended questions to allow them the opportunity to share their thoughts in their own words so we may take this back to the U.S. to allow our communities and neighbors to listen to the experiences and realities of these people. 

Through this experience thus far I have had a range of emotions and I deeply want to experience them all and allow myself to grow from this as a mother, woman, and American. It is one thing to see commericals of children in developing countries who live in poverty and do not know where their next meal will come from. It is an entirely different experience to arrive in a community located next to the dump where children are running barefoot with trash they have collected from "scuba diving" in the trash. Seeing the school in this community where some teachers are not even being paid for their coming to work five days a week, some coming from distant cities having to travel up to and hour or more one direction. These are the faces the Americans need to see in person. Their faces and stories are worthy of being seen and heard. Their stories have saddened me but more than that these people have welcomed me into their homes and they want Americans to know exactly how this Stop Hunger Now meals have helped improve their health, some who were literally on the brink of death, and how the food makes them have energy and feel strong. 

I have experiences so much through this experience so far and I am not sure how to process all of it. I do know that I am better for having come. I cannot unhear their stories or unsee their faces, and I don't want to. We share this world and we are all in this together. 

Monday--Audrie

Monday. We drive two hours out deep into the Dominican countryside. As we drive we see rich, fertile land, at least from within the van. We pass through small communities with bright colored buildings, people milling about, looking curiously at visitors, watching the day go by. Is this life in the DR? Perhaps. Many of these communities have little infrastructure, which means that formal jobs aren’t a reality. You make what you need to survive somehow-maybe you farm. Maybe you sell. Maybe you do hair or sell snacks to cars or just know when the aid comes and how much you can survive off of, you and your family. We saw evidence of farming. We saw livestock and we saw plants being grown, plants being harvested. We arrived at the clinic we were visiting. I was struck by the beauty as well as the tranquility of the facility. We go in through a gate to a fairly large community clinic. There are multiple buildings, all yellow. Between the buildings-the best way to describe it is a tropical courtyard. Just beautiful with clean, tile walkways and luscious plant life. We meet our interviewer-David Jorge. A patient, smiling gentleman, this assistant director was wonderful to us throughout our visit. Giving us utmost care and attention, working with us in our broken Spanish, taking us to see everything and letting us ask lots of questions. We go into the main room and see a medium sized waiting room where 20 to 30 people are sitting-comfortably and calmly. There is not very much commotion, no children were crying. Some people hold soft conversations, most sat quietly waiting to be seen. Around the waiting room were doors that each had a title: “laboratory” primary care doctor. Gynecologist. We entered into the laboratory, immediately feeling the cool air wash over us. Two women sat in a small air conditioned room, fashioned with some high tech medical equipment-a calibrater, tools to take blood, a machine for urine samples. The women were clearly taking systematic notes in big lined notebooks-they would put a word and then 4 or 5 numbers below it, and 3 or 4 of these entries on each page. I couldn’t read a word of it-but I have no doubt that they could. The grace that these staff had for our group of excited students in our red t shirts carrying our composition notebooks trying so hard to communicate in Spanish, which none of us are quite stellar at, though some more familiar than others, was humbling and we were so thankful. So there we were, with our lab technicians and we start to ask all the questions we can think of in our broken Spanish-what diseases are you seeing? Whats most common? What do you do most? How does all this work? How do the meals fit in? They smile and answer and we copiously take notes and pictures, trying not to let too much of the precious information slip through our fingers. We go into the next room and see how similar it is to the doctor’s offices in the US. In the meantime, the patients waiting look curiously at our group, clearly wondering what this group of students is here for. We enter into a few more rooms asking bits of information, the more we see the more we ask, and learning how to infer based on our surrounding-photo journaling by telling one another-did you get a picture of that board on the wall that tells which doctors are here on which days? Did you see where they have all their donors names? What about those vitamin angels posters that show how to have good nutrition? We see a small girl sitting outside one of the doctor’s offices. One of our team members squats down next to her to say hello. We learn that she is here with her mother who is being seen by the doctor. The mother comes out after a minute and 2 of us work to have a conversation with her. She smiles at us, shy at first but warming up very quickly. She tells us how she uses her SHN meals and how this is a staple for her family and where she lives and how often she comes here. She tells us about their life, her and her little one, and the other children she has. That they do like the rice and that they get it often. She lets us write down her name and take her picture and even though we only talked to her for 5 minutes, its hard to say goodbye. That connection was made, that sweet person to person connection that is at the heart of travel. That moment that is worth the flying and the driving and the money and the discomfort because there is nothing that compares to having that vibrant soul right next to you where you can look into their eyes or touch their hand or see the way they smile or let them tell you something about their life and tell them something about yours. That’s the heart of this for me. Its what makes me come alive. And I am about the me and about the data driven, evidence based what is this food doing in this country, in this clinic, in this family? But when it gets down to it, I want to meet this mother who eats this food and its keeping her and her family going. And its not an either or. It’s a both and. I am about the long term sustainable empowerment of locals to support themselves. But when I meet these people and they become my people, my little sisters now at jackies house, my friends at the clinic. When I see my mother and my father in the people that I meet, my brother and my sister. And they are mine now, this is something that I would not trade for the whole world. After meeting this lovely new friend and bidding them farewell, back to their little home, where they live out their life in this rich and mysterious and tropical country, I and one of the other girls went out where we saw a woman with the stop hunger now box next to her

Scuba kids-- by Erica

On Tuesday, we also visited a school for kids. These are kids that are referred to as "scuba kids" becayse, if they didn't have a school to attend then they would be scuba diving for things in the dumpster. Their parents work in the dump, other children work in the dump, and many of these children were rescued from a life of dumpster diving. The dump is in this community's backyard, and before the school, a lot of these kids did not know another way of life. For many of the families, their kids are able to stay in school because the school also provides Stop Hunger Now meals for the students' families. This is in hopes that families will allow their kids to receive an education because their education is also a means of nutrition for families.

This was a particularly hard visit for me. Driving into the school, you could see the dump. It was mountains high and dust and pollution seemed to fill the air. Then their was a school, which in many ways seemed to be a safe haven for kids. They were kids, no different from children inany other corner of the world. They deserved a right to a childhood were they could learn, grow, but most importantly, be a kid.

On the road to puerto plata-- by Laurie

Tuesday 2/3/2014

 

Tuesday morning started off bright and earlier for us in the Dominican Republic. We said goodbye to busy and crowded Santo Domingo and began the long drive to Puerta Plata. The bus rides have been long but have also been a great way for us to get to know each other and reflect on our experience. We have experienced laughtor and tears along our trip through the Dominican Republic, and it has been worth every moment to be able to experience first hand the amazing work that Nina, Matt, and Kyle do with Stop Hunger Now. All of CitiHope has provided us with an experience that none of us imagined by being our guides, including opening the doors to both the good and hard parts about being Dominican.

 

Our first site visit for the day brought us to a city called La Vega, where the Centro Educativo Christian TEARS school was located. Upon entering La Vega, many of the houses are run down and have trash infront of the homes, but once we arrived at TEARS, it was almost like a mirage in a dessert. The school stood over three stories tall and was brightly colored to reflect the joy of the  children. Our hosts, Father Rodrigo and the Director, Antonio, provided a detailed tour of the building to all the NCSU students, Stop Hunger Now employees, and CitiHope. Over 200 students attend the school throughout the course of a day by splitting up shifts between 8-12pm and 1-5:30pm. Every classroom, from first to eighth grade was welcoming with bright colors and decorations on the walls. The children were so happy to have us interupt classes to say "Hola." Antonio and Father Rodrigo have spared no expense at providing ways to make the school, and have even started a water filtration program. The program provides clean water to the community and children for less then a dollar a gallon, but then puts all the revenue back into the school to support the work they are doing. It was incredible to see how they have put systems into place to make a substainable income and been able to provide the community with much needed water.

 

One touching moment in the tour was when we were able to speak to the Fifth grade teacher, Neseldia. Neseldia has been teaching at TEARS for over 11 years, providing the students courses in math and science. She provided us information about how the school handles classes when the power goes out, which is does for several hours during the day. The teachers continue to teach the students in the dark by opening windows or relying on a backup battery system that they had installed. Neseldia became very emotional when she spoke about the passion she has for teaching and how much TEARS has improved the lives of so many children that  might have been overlooked in La Vega.  The tears that flowed from her face demonstrated the love she has for teaching, even to those that could not speak English.

 

Visiting Centro Educativo Christian TEARS provided the group with insight on how programs can work with the community to create a lasting relationship that is beneficial for everyone. TEARS is an amazing school that is changing the lives of children who might not have been able to afford an education and opening the door to a world that has hope and promise.

We Can Still Celebrate--By Lauren

Today was a pretty amazing day. We separated into two groups, one group traveled to the largest hospital in the Dominican Republic to interview the director of the hospital and hear about the good work that they do for mothers and infants. The second group traveled for two hours out into the countryside of the DR to visit a rural health clinic and the surrounding communities. I was in the second group. Along the way, we saw disturbing scenes of poverty interspersed among some of the most beautiful landscapes I've seen. Our arrival at the health clinic brought a significant amount of pleasant surprise. We witnessed the workings of a well-organized, well-stocked, and highly supported provider of health care. The facilities were clean and comforting. The rooms for seeing patients were private. The pharmacy was full of life-giving medicines. Our guide, one of the administrators, was a well-dressed, friendly young man who willingly answered our pages of questions. He shared that the meal packages from Stop Hunger Now acted as a form of medicine for the people who came to the clinic. They received two packages of meals, once a week, along with prescriptions for their illnesses. He said that he had seen patients receiving the meals start to "fatten up". It was an awesome feeling to know that this food, packaged by volunteers in the U.S., was doing so much good. Even if we know that providing food is not the only thing that needs to happen to end hunger,it certainly seems to mean a lot to the people we meet here.

Our group had reflection time this evening after all of our visits were complete, and Marcie, our professor, made a comment about what an amazing opportunity this trip is. I agree, although it didn't quite sink in until today. We are experiencing both the deprivation present here as well as the richness. So many people are unable to purchase or supply enough food to their families, and live in houses that most Americans would not be able to tolerate. Their children suffer from parasites from the dirty water and are stunted by malnutrition and disease. This is devastating to me, but what I've seen is that it's not the whole story. There is a tremendous amount of faith, celebration, and vibrant energy that flows through this culture. There is community and kindness, sharing of resources. The children make beautiful art and sing energetic songs. There are individuals who are devoting their lives to relieving the suffering of poverty. My question is, how are we and our actions complicit in the perpetuation of global poverty? Why do we justify our actions by demeaning the poor with negative images and broad generalizations? Why don't we open ourselves to knowing and growing community with those we see as poor. If there is one thing I have learned through experiences like this trip, it is that no one person is alike, no one person completely fits into a stereotype. Every person is given gifts and talents that we can appreciate if we'll be open to it. In the language of my faith, each person is made in the image of God and they are loved by a being so much greater than ourselves. It should be our honor to love them as well. Another exceptional part of this day and this trip in general is the hospitality of Stop Hunger Now's partner organization, and our host, CitiHope International. They have embraced us with open arms, shown us many aspects of Dominican culture: the music,the singing, the food, the history, and the identity. We are finding that there is a healing power, a community-building component to celebration. We have experienced it within our own group dynamics. We've only been here for 3 full days, and already our group has laughed to the point of tears, cried from the emotion of witnessing such poverty, opened up about wonderful, painful, and personal experiences, and offered care and concern to one another as we absorb and process the visible symptoms of poverty and systemic oppression. I cannot think of a better group of people to travel with to do this work. It's hard to find a group of people more genuine and authentic than this group, and I'm grateful that I have this opportunity to be a part of it. My final thought is that there is much hardness in this world, much suffering, and much pain. Working to set our systems and structures right so that all have access to the opportunity to thrive is a part of this group's destiny. And it's emotional and it's tough.But what I'm realizing is that we can still celebrate. We can celebrate community, kindness, love, gratitude, and hope. We can celebrate life and healing and friendship. We can celebrate those who devote their lives to the work of changing lives. We can celebrate cultures and identities and growth. We have much to celebrate and much to lift up. So, I will finish this week in quiet celebration of this experience, our lovely hosts, my social work cohort (and good friends), and the opportunity to better our world.

Day Three in Santa Domingo--By Mandy

Tim Tuccelli, Director of CitiHope DR

My heart is overflowing with gratitude at this moment. Stop Hunger Now’s Dominican Republic partner, CitiHope has made our welcome and experience here nothing short of incredible. Not a moment has passed without Tim, the founder, and his wife, son or daughters (Juanita, Abraham, Eunice, Tahni) guiding us to and through our next experience. CitiHope receives Stop Hunger Now meals to distribute to orphanages, clinics and schools throughout the country. This week we are visiting CitiHope’s partners to evaluate the impact of Stop Hunger Now meals. Tim and his family have planned not only our visits to their partner agencies, but also scheduled additional activities, like a tour of the Colonial Zone, and lunch and dinner at restaurants they enjoy or ones that will give us the true flavor of the Dominican Republic. In addition, they have set aside time to accompany us on all of the visits to their partners. I have had the chance to talk (and laugh) with Eunice the most and I appreciate her patience while I ask her question after question about the DR, her life, and the work they do. She is making sure we have an enjoyable time, so much so that she has decided that every night we should celebrate some one’s birthday, even though it’s not actually our birthday. At some point during the day, she decides whose birthday it will be, but that person does not find out until the restaurant staff, while singing and accompanied by a small band, places a (free) cake in front of them. Thus far, we have celebrated Erica and Cathy, but there are still several days for us to celebrate several more. This moment, while seemingly totally unnecessary on the surface, provides this incredible space to celebrate one of our classmates. Together we laugh, sing, and wish this person a happy (birth)day. This brief moment provides much needed levity to an otherwise, overwhelmingly emotionally charged day. Eunice believes we should celebrate and enjoy life, and in this moment I see that we do not take the time to celebrate and cherish those around us. We may only be here for one week to help Stop Hunger Now evaluate their meal feeding programs, but every moment has been and will continue to be an incredible chance to celebrate and cherish those around me, and for this I am eternally grateful.

Mandy with Rose Maria at Jackie's House

Day Two--By Jared

Saturday, February 1 This morning, we got up bright and early to get ready for the meal packing event at the Hard Rock Hotel.


 Most of us felt much better after getting some sleep after our long day of travel and work. Some of us did not sleep quite as well because of the wonderful Dominican music that played throughout the night, but we all were up, packed, and ready for breakfast at 7! Breakfast was really delicious - it was a Dominican style breakfast, with eggs, corn cakes, cheeses, meats, bread, and fruit. We arrived at the meal packing event slightly after 8, and split into 4 teams. Each team covered a section of the conference room, helping the volunteers as needed with any issues that arose during the event. Though it was early, many of the volunteers seemed engaged in the meal packing event - several of the volunteers had their children with them volunteering as well. The volunteers packed almost 100,000 boxes in less than two hours.

 After the meal packing, we stayed for a few hours helping to clean up, then went to a nearby food court to have lunch. The food was DELICIOUS! Most of us had meat, rice and beans, and a salad option, along with fresh juices, etc. Punta Cana is predominantly a resort town. You can tell that most of the infrastructure, shops, and overall persona of the town is geared towards tourism. Interestingly, there is a rather sizable Russian population that lives in Punta Cana year round. Our drive to Santo Domingo took around 3 hours, on a road that seems to have been built just to transport people between Santo Domingo (the capital city) and Punta Cana. The drive followed the coastline of the island for the most part, but we got to see a lot of the countryside and several large farms. Sugar Cane is, several hundred years later, the main agricultural product. And as history dictates, most of the sugar cane goes to the production of rum. Most people in the campo [country] work in the farms. Hours are long, work is hard. The countryside is mostly flat, except for a few river valleys. People in the smaller towns were a little brazen by American standards when it came to crossing a four-lane highway during heavy traffic. Being a pedestrian in this country requires a fair amount of guts, gusto, and glory. Santo Domingo is a lot like other cities in the Caribbean and Central America. Lots of traffic, and super-luxurious malls, car dealerships (there's a Bentley dealership right next to the Porsche dealership, which is right next to the Lamborghini dealership) that are immediately, and almost violently contrasted against urban slums with many roadside stalls selling fruits, vegetables, and other basic necessities. There are just as many glamorous boutiques like Michael Kors as there are people laying out sheets on the sidewalk right next to oncoming traffic to sell you a toothbrush. As we learn more about Santo Domingo, we will get the opportunity to see the strikingly different sides of urban poverty versus rural poverty. Our first site visit Monday will be to Jackie's House, which is an orphanage about 45 minutes north of Santa Domingo. In the meantime, we look forward to settling in, beginning to understand important aspects of our evaluation process, and meeting with our team leads at CitiHope/Sanar Una Nacion. The heavy lifting, the important work, begins Monday.

Day One on the Road-By Christina

Although this is a few days late the impact looking back at it is very interesting. Our first day started off pretty rough. Most of us didn't even sleep due to our 4:00 am flight. However, as always we pulled together to make sure we could get everything we needed on the flight for the kids. At the end of the day this is what this trip was for. Once we arrived we had a little over a hour to enjoy our space. We flew in to Punta Cana which is a very beautiful city. At first appearance it made me think if this is what we would be seeing then this week wouldn't be that bad. However that hour was short lived. We as a group divided up bags, set up tables, and prepared for a meal packing event designed. We spent probably about four hours getting ready for an even truly designed for SHN's children. As much work that went in to the event, experiencing the event for a person who has never been out of the country was amazing.